bottle memory

There is only one memory that I would think worthy of bottling up and storing. That would be the last christman I ever saw my whole family. After that some passed and most we donmt talk to for decisions that they made. How often would I visit this memory? Once and only once because if I view it more then I would feel the pain of them still being around but in reality they are not there anymore and some I will never see again. After I vewied it I would either smach the bottle or through it in the lake so I would never have to see it again even if that means I would fnever get to see them even in memories. Otherwise I can think of no other memories to bottle up